Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again
You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit Tonight
Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before I had no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit Breaking the habit Tonight